if it has to be raining somewhere, why does it have to be on my head?

Only a minor panic beginning to my day. Ever check the balance on your phone bank and find that the money that you thought was there is gone!! OMG! the sick feeling in your stomach, the searching through your memory to see if you had paid something that you had forgotten about, wondering if your spouse had done so......the panic that ensues, the horrible feeling of being inept and last but not least the tears. the kind that make you wish that you were in bed, with your favorite Miss Piggy blanket, dressed in comfy clothes, hoping and praying that the world doesn't know that you are a major screw up.

And when you finally, after the long gruelling drive, arrive to a location where you can look at the computer only to find.....OMG!! you mean that is the amount that i have left after that payment comes out?! You mean that i am not inept?! and again, last but not least, the tears. these being the ones that are evidence of the relief that you feel. they come from the very depth of your heart, they are the cleansers of your soul, and yet again your makeup is ruined. After an incident like that, you know that nothing worse is going to happen to you and you will make it through the day. I am not sure how much i like starting the day like that, let's not make it a habit.